this is gay me. using one of my sis's mask. HAHA. couldn't smile. just posted this random pic to show you babes how gay i am. but please... you guys may think so gay lar and whatever but its better to have a skin of silk than one like an avocado. think about it.
haha! take a look at mr gay me:) the weather now is superb. the sky is this orangy purplish colour and the breeze is really good. strong and cold. and theres this part of the sky which is extremely unusal as its greyish white which is like in the day but the thing now is that its 9 at night. the slight lightning behind the clouds give this nice feeling.
the sky really lookd like its 7 at night or at 4 in the morning. nothing that looks like 9 at night. the breeze and the nice sky is cheering me up:)))) im feeling hyper. now theres this urge to play tennis or just roam the streets of singapore with a couple of people.
its like the ground, the roads, the streets are calling me, wanting me to go and meet them! hahhaa. this may sound really weird but thats pratically how im feeling now. how i wish this weather will stay on. my worries just go away, not that i have lots to worry about but things i worry will all go away.
i think i will just do enough push ups until i get cramps or just too tired to carry on and go to sleep. and im goign to sleep early tonight! going to pick chris from the airport next morning at 7 i guess.
i found out another thing to! if you have no worries, you have no fear. its often commonly used, no fear no worries. but, it should actually be no worries no fear as usually fear comes becasue of worries. not the other way round. however, if you think deeper, fear and worry means the same thing. eg. "i fear that.." & "im worried that..." the english world is deep and mysterious. haha. go major in english and find out more shits like this.
Idlizing is a good way to invent something. thats what my physics tutor ask me to do. just sit and think for a few hours. i think i'll do that since i always does that and its fun and hes an ex raffles teacher.
the clouds are moving away to give way for a dark purplish sky. to find a blue sky, find a rain bow because somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue. okay random.
im going to some serious thinking but mostly i will think of tennis and ways to do stuff. im never ever did thought of anything regarding my career except for the politician part. other than that, nothing new really came across my mind. being a politicain is cool and everything but no $$$.
some people say enjoy life, relax, take it easy no need to work so hard. but for goodness sake, you need money to relax. in this rat race society, without a status in it, you're as good as nothing, nothing mere compared to dust. so i thought of being a banker. but then, there's a major risk. you can be very very very very very RICH OR you can be the other way round. living on welfare. poverty.
i want a full-proof make money, no flaws job. pratically, theres nothing close to my description. maybe chis's dad occupation which is quite mysterious as no one knows. even chris don't know. he earns like 8k per month and he only works for prob a max of 5 hours per day.
i once thought of being a judge. so cool! but my english is so damm lousy. no way im even going to get close to it. but being a junior judge is already so cool lar but your pay would be only a meagre sum of 3k ++ but all the senior lawyers and everyone in the court must call you your honour. HAHAHA. how nice.
pilot is another nice job. but im suffering from lazy eye. how in the hell am i going to pass the aviation test?!?! my left eye is 220 degrees and my right is perfect. the pay is nice and you get to fly to so many countries but then only 1 or 2 out of 100 gets the job. damm hard.
just find me a job which get big bucks and small risks.