rather disappointed with myself for losing my first round match. was 99.99% close to winning it. i didn't managed to convert 10 over match points which totally destroyed my confidence, thus causing me to lose the match.
after that match, mr koh came over and talked to me, asking me what happened. it wasn't the opponent who defeated me, it was myself.
hais. today, mr lam and coach shah talked to me again. asking the same old questions and i answered back with the same old answers. i beat myself.
lost every match i played today during training. mind wasn't on the court and with the addition of exhaustion, i was as good as a ball machine, hit one ball and unable to hit the next.
after training, lam told me to take a break from tennis so that i would not crack like some players and to be fit to play tennis for the camp next week but jimmy koh came over and told me its okay, and asked me to come the next day. then he started telling calvin and i about how powerful our minds are and some qi gong stuff.
i think i will take a break from tennis. maybe for two days. firstly to be mentally fit and to let my right arm recover.
song and chris are gone on a trip to thailand.
still very disappointed.
hope going out these few days will help me recover back. just hope.
goodbye people. oh and thanks to song, mr jimmy koh and especially chris for supporting me during the match. really appreciated it. thank lots!
