i think im like 1/100 emo kid. haha. experienced a sudden mood swing today during maths. permuatations can suck my balls man. i was super hyper and kept on talking to joel then all of a sudden, i just felt sick, not literally sick but just sick of everything around and i just stare at the ground for a 15 mins plus plus. HAHA.
you should have saw joel face. he was qutie worried. haha.
training was fucked up. rained just when i wanted to smack some balls. and im soooo sure temasek poly courts totally spoilt my strings or was it the rain? aiyah, either. it stains and spoils my string. annoying.
so we did physical in the squash court. i hate the recent physical. its like very mono. no variety in physical. i want FROG JUMPS. haha. killer execise.
just finished a packet of cheezels. i know im a pig.
nothing to bitch about. ohh wait. there is. desmond soh. im quite sure i told you guys the first part. then the other day he came into class and check my belt and i wasn't wearing any belt. JACKED. then he asked whether i want a transfer to paya lebar methodist girl school ( they wear white belts) and i shouted I LOVE TOO. then follwed by a fuck off. but he did not hear it.
its always like that. he never make a point to hear fucks from me. haha.
i ought to be studying. got lot of tests next week.im not so sure. i know chinese compo test is coming, chemistry, maths and A maths. i really really really need to stop fooling around. should think right and stop all my shit. i need to revise of sec 3 topics for maths. i really need help in redox and titration ):
this is so no happening to me. sec 4 is no honeymoon.
i want to enter a good jc. perhaps ac or sa since both have nice uniforms. :)
i should say an online prayer, if that helps.
Dear Heavenly Father, save me, be with me, help me through the period where i got absolutely no idea on what im studying, help me clear my mind and give me the wisdom to study smart. lord, i really need you to be with me through this year. i put everything into your hands, in jesus's name i pray, AMEN.
im going to study chemistry and chinese tonight. im really lacking behind which is not good ):
i keep on thinking on my fun days in school and it depresses me. what a joke. shouldn't have take those time for granted. eh, i remembered, then primary principal, ms poh telling us we just crossed our first hurdle, psle and told us that if we did not as well, there's always more hurdles to go. and now im crossing my second one. im afraid i might just blow it at the rate im going.
sacrifices which i don't really like the idea of it, has to be made for greater results. so sucky. once again, 'life is not a bed of roses' comes into use. roses are filled with torns, so how soft can they be?
christian! are you reading this? if you are, can you lend me your postal service disc? or help me burn if thats possible. i will appreciate it. thanks! LOVE YA. haha.
i really can't wait for sec 4 to be over but by then, i will be like i can't wait for A levels to be over then as time goes by i guess i would be saying i can't wait for the year to be over. life is a continuous rat race. soon i might be even saying i really really can't wait to die. hahaha.
i blogged qutie a lot. i like reading blogs with lots of substance. i don't really blogs which posts that are super vague or just filled with a couple of sentences. i'll just skim through and leave because thats all you would do, it's reduced to a point that there will be no need of reading. just a glance and go.
oh, mrs low told us that its scientifically proven that people who listens to classical music are those better in absorbing more knowledge. so bye electric guitar, a little scream, drums and loudness. so it would be hello and welcome cello, violin, piano and all those wind instruments. see! i still remember my music lessons in sec 1 and 2.
thats been a lot of difference in sec 1 to the present now. first, the school compound. although the one at geyland bahru is an old campus, i actually love it more than the present SAV. it was gloomy with those gigantic trees towering over you, and i simply love it. a superb learning environment.
im not emo or shit but its just that the place was more spacious. there was so so so so so much more ground for you to roam about. compare the field? ours is pathetic. the car park? a far cry. the canteen? ours is like half of the seating place. basketball courts? we got one less. tennis courts? oh wait, forgot sas got NO tennis courts. so much for a village eh?
the old boys wanted a village because they wanted all levels, from primary one to jc 2 to interact with one another. PLEASEEEE. you guys are blinded by your age, need some serious botox to raise the eye lids of yours and look closely. the one big happy SA village is one big propoganda and the people who made the banners are downright hypocrites. i know you guys know the true state of SAS. if you don't know, boyyy you need botox too.
and lookat the opening ceremony mag. ascension, primary, secondary and jc people all holding hands. awww so sweet right? i dare anyone from sas to hold hands with a little boy or girl from ascension or sajs. people will think you're a sick paedophile.
however, that did not came across the people who took the picture. hah. losers *sticks out tongue.
will the SAV bring the once academic power house back and maintain rugby powerhouse? i can see the rugby is slightly going downhill. no offence rico. and for studies? FAT HOPE.
to think i was a true blue saint from ascension kindergaten up to now, sas. so anyone up for ac?
