stress over the heavy load of work. just can't seem to find time. i know you guys are going to say what the hell? you're blogging now! you should use this time and do your work. fuck it. i need a break?!?!
studying for chemistry test. not studying for bio test although its earlier. chemistry is my weakest subject!
stress stress stress.
Thank God tennis is here to take away some of it. its only in tennis or music i can forget completely of whatever shit im taking now. haha. seriously.
i think michael bolton and micheal buble songs are nice for studying:)
im really way backon my school assignments. this is soooo not happening. okay, not what i expected but heck. think about the bigger picture. its O's not homework and tests although they build up to prepare for the O's. aiyah. frustrating.
no time to buy index cards. anyone? care to buy? im fucking serious here. really in need for index cards.
pardon me for the use of vulgarities on my blog these few days. well, its not particularly my fault. its school work! so blame it on school. haha!
*NOTE* using laughter as a way to escape from my emo self. so HAHAHAHA! some sort of a mask to keep people who keeps on asking whether im okay at bay.
oh and i can't believe i wrote like everything on a paper for self science today. Dr. dieago was like, write about the big changes in my life, up and down. its some sort of a timeline.
okay i wrote about everything. from the day i was born and from kindergarten i wrote, nothing happened much in my life, happy-go-lucky days. then i wrote all my relatives that passed away and all the problems. then i said we need to treasure life as its very fragile, one moment we can be alive and kicking, the next, we could be in a coffin.
i went totally out of point. wasn't on the right track of the self science thing but i didn't care, was in my world and continued writing. then i went on saying about girlfriend, which taught me i totally suck in lots of stuff. hahaha! like totally out.
then i even wrote that i was suffering from semi depression and need prozac included in my meals. like wtf? haha! luckily, Dr. dieago did not collect it.
sick of studying. fuck tests. you think i give a shit? today i had a period of time didn't give a shit on everything. haha. but a good nap in bio changed all.
reading song's blog makes me happy. haha! don't know why. his style of writing is funning. like as if he's talking! HAHA! like all the gay stuff.
oh and the trainers taught as to play mind tricks on our opponent if we know that they are better than us. so song and i tried that on marcus and chris. helped a little. they got pissed at this moment. like when song and i shouted, 'come on' super loud, chris said soemthing and i said fuck you. haha! lets taunt our opponent.
i think i will just have an hour of mental preperation. i really need those. i suck in mental. need to stay focus. tried that after everybody was goen today at the courts. clsoed my eyes and imagine. CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?
yeah, i did that. calmed me down.
okay, i fuckign hate this kind of stuff. i hate people when they ask me what homework do we have today. annoying. just pay attention in class or jsut don't bother about any homework like me and get reprimanded by the teachers. ignore them.
bury me. i realised my posts now are really very different from last years's one. too bad, people change. actually not, the educational system in singapore changes people. stupiddddddd.
i bet those political figures will get hard on me for saying their system suck. haha!
should go visit talkcock.com, the sort of critise the government or rockson.blogspot, he scolds the government in a super crude way, as if he was the one that formed it. haha! but its a pity he stop his blogging.
im straying too far from my topic. need to stay with the topic sentence. i still remember my lit well:)
fuck it, its my blog right? i got full rights to blog anything i want. for those who do not think this is suitable for your delicate mind, buzz off. you're not welcome. thank you.
