shit, i regretted writing the previous post. it's filled with angst and whatever, no good stuff. but that's how i go. i always regret after doing something horrible. pussy attitude? perhaps. is this called fast cool down rate or hum chee person? i'm not sure. you decide.okay, yuan is coming back today. something to cheer me up today. heh. i'm in this stone mood now. just woke up and still feeling groggy not fresh or anything. i think the album konvicted by Akon is nice pleaseeee. i know it's been a while since the release of konvicted but all well, i'm listening to some of songs from konvicted now. even thought i may regret all those shit i typed last night, i will not remove that post. this is what my blog is good for, bitching of people so no no no. becoming emo and sad ): ): ):