okay, i'm super full now. just ate about 2 gu chai kueh (spring onion kueh). it wasn't that fantastic and it definitely did not live up to its supposingly famous name. i can't believe i'm eating at 11.40 at night! FATS YOU KNOW.
the weather is great. it's raining every 5 minutes or so. haha. like preiodically. how weird eh? but it works like the air-con! my kind of thing! sweeeeeeeet.
so esther is meeting my parents, no, my family. how am i feeling? jerky. erm, i just hope it all turns well. this is what i wish will happen!
no embarrassing questions no embarrassing stories about me in the past no bitching about esther no laughing about uneccessarily hope everyone will be comfortable with one another ( i know my sis and dad will haha!) hope i remain calm and not nervous hope esther will not be nervous too
damm, i'm already getting all worked up and nervous typing that! arrgh! i wonder how will it feel when i meet esther's family. oh my oh my oh my. this is the time the goosebumps come. God, just help me over here.
aiyah! how to overcome the situation tomorrow how how how! i just hope the dinner will be quick and fast! haha. i wonder how esther will feel under that kind of pressure tomorrow.
okay, forget about it. i just hope everything will move as planned even though i haven't thought of one but yeah, just hope. all the best for esther and i.
oh yah, i'm coaching this 4 indian boys tomorrow for 2 frigging hours! OH MY! what am i going to do for 2 frigging hours!!!! it's almost the same situation here! i have no damm plan. and i'm coaching them tennis. earning 160 in the 2 hours, good money but how! i hate this kind of stuff.
can't believe i'm still under stress after o's. what luck. i'll definietly prefer studying than this. seriously.
for you readers there, it's not as easy as you think okay! it's very difficult! the coaching and how to handle the gf and parents meeting session. stress stress stress. my medulla oblonganta or whatever, cerebum, cerebellum, hind brain, optic lopes, pituary gland and whatever that is in my brain is going to burst, i swear.
i will also rather a screwdriver being driven through my balls rather than the two situations. okay, maybe not. not the jewels. too important.
my main point is that it's very difficult!
): i need some solid advice. someone advise me larrrrr! give me some good tips about this kind of stuff! first time okay! newbie/noob in this kind of stuff. aiyohhhh. i need to find a casanova to help me out here.
hugh hefner, some help here please? does he even qualify for the casanova role in the first place?!?! haha! i think he will probably throw me some playmates and a year supply of playboy magazines to help me out.
i doubt any of my friends my age can help. some even have sex without their parents acknowledge, wait, obvious without right! how dumb can i get? shit. that's not the point but 99% of them don't bring their girlfriends to meet their parents! DAMM!
some of them even do not have one and some are perverts who think of sex just as much as the number of steps i have walked. others are just not interested or oblivious to the existence of females except for their mothers and sisters.
