Friday, September 05, 2008
random photo on my computer. just wanted to make my post more colourful this time.
not in my full capacity thinking state now. i think its due to my overdue work. very stressful. ):
i'm not fit for ib. just realised that. damm, realised that too late.
at least, my class is quite enjoyable other than that, the work load is terrible. damm it. all well. why are there so many "damm"s in my post. i need to make a point to reduce them.
okay, im not really happy now. im really afraid of taking my examinations which are in 2 weeks time. i know nuts about economics and biology. my promos are going to be the same as my mid years which means i will get retained.
fuck.
shit. why am i always in such a mess. procastination is such a fucker, i swear.
if my biology ee goes wrong, i will commit suicide. thats the only project that i have confidence in. just hope my dad dosent let me down. he can be quite unreliable sometimes. AHHHHH.
on the brighter side, i have 3 weeks to freedom! no more exams and finally some real break from this hectic year.
then back to my studies to start on my ee and catch up with whatever i fucked up for this year. oh, and thats provided i get promoted to year 6. oh oh, and if i get promoted to year 6, there's still con camp or study camp to attend. i bet i will be in it.
wow, now, my real break looks bleak.
sometimes, i wonder whats like being a care-free person with no knowledge of whats going on in the world. like, your mentality is same as a person in the 1800s? and you do not know what is IB, or tok or ee or economics, rather, education. well, how cool is that? the only problem that stresses you out will be getting food for your next meal. really primitive.
alright, i think i should start on my work. if you do not see my blogging again, thats because i screw up my exams. bye bye.
random photo on my computer. just wanted to make my post more colourful this time.
not in my full capacity thinking state now. i think its due to my overdue work. very stressful. ):
i'm not fit for ib. just realised that. damm, realised that too late.
at least, my class is quite enjoyable other than that, the work load is terrible. damm it. all well. why are there so many "damm"s in my post. i need to make a point to reduce them.
okay, im not really happy now. im really afraid of taking my examinations which are in 2 weeks time. i know nuts about economics and biology. my promos are going to be the same as my mid years which means i will get retained.
fuck.
shit. why am i always in such a mess. procastination is such a fucker, i swear.
if my biology ee goes wrong, i will commit suicide. thats the only project that i have confidence in. just hope my dad dosent let me down. he can be quite unreliable sometimes. AHHHHH.
on the brighter side, i have 3 weeks to freedom! no more exams and finally some real break from this hectic year.
then back to my studies to start on my ee and catch up with whatever i fucked up for this year. oh, and thats provided i get promoted to year 6. oh oh, and if i get promoted to year 6, there's still con camp or study camp to attend. i bet i will be in it.
wow, now, my real break looks bleak.
sometimes, i wonder whats like being a care-free person with no knowledge of whats going on in the world. like, your mentality is same as a person in the 1800s? and you do not know what is IB, or tok or ee or economics, rather, education. well, how cool is that? the only problem that stresses you out will be getting food for your next meal. really primitive.
alright, i think i should start on my work. if you do not see my blogging again, thats because i screw up my exams. bye bye.
suck it up 11:24 AM