i feel like having a fag now and smoke my way to the night with some alcohol? but that would seriously damage my fitness plan. feeling very lousy now. i have no idea why. im feeling almost the same as before my exams but then, i was stressed and now, im like ???
i have no idea.
aiyah. whats happening to me!!! i just blogged a few minutes ago but i feel like ranting more so here i am. please dont mind me. i think its because im tired? but there are times where i can be happy and tired too.
now, im just feeling a little lost. like really mixed up feelings in me, like a salad bowl. what an analogy but yeah, my feelings now are really in a mess.
im even feeling worse than when im nostalgic and when im nostalgic, i get really emo-ish.
i need sports to produce endorphins to take away this shit feeling now.
its really weird why of all days, it must happen on my birthday. give me a break! aiyoooo, someone please help me out there. ):
if you are a passer-by or you dont really know me, you will think this is stupid and im crazy. or im just craving for desperate attention since its my birthday today and you think im not getting enough. if you ever chanced upon these thoughts, im sorry to disappoint you because this is not my intention.
oh and if you insist, then, fuck you.
okay, i have no stinking idea what the paragraph above was for but i just felt it was neccessary since people might not like me? haha. okay, self-amusement there.
omg, why did my itunes replay the shuffle list. niceeeee. now my comp is rebelling.
i think im going mad!
aiyah. fuck the world la. hug my bolster and everything will be alright.
