i starting to feel that the vietnam trip preparation is a fucking waste of my precious time.
i wasted my whole day, staying in a stupid enclosed classroom for a whole 6 hours! thats a quarter of a day or rather, the prime hours of the day. who sets a meeting at 1.30pm?!? well, you can only guess, a fucking vietnamese called minh.
1.30 is half way through my lunch time and when one is hungry, fuck, one will definitely be hungry. on top of his stupidity, he is so inefficient at getting stuff done. this is the worst shit to have for a leader.
so get the overall picture of him? so he is stupid and inefficient. that really sucks eh? BUT he still act as if he is king of the whole fucking world. i hate it when he slouches over laptop and questions something. its as if he know everything and is like supervising us. like what the fuck man? even though we are going to your country, it doesn't give you the power to boast about.
vietnam is a shithole and we, going to your fucking country will help your dead economy so drop that lousy attitude and show us some well-deserved respect.
vietnamese fucker.
okay, feeling much better now. well, admist the lousy atmosphere, i must say i have a good team leader unlike minh the useless fucker. i hope he steps on a stray mine in vietnam.
alright. this chapter is closed! but i have a feeling it will be opened again tomorrow after another useless meeting.
last night, something weird struck me. like all of a sudden, i felt something is missing. its something quantifiable and on top of that its something that got to do with me and not people around me. i have yet to find out what it is till now as the feeling slipped away when i woke up this morning.
but yeah, im starting to feel it now. something is missing in me, a part, something...
and no, im not being mysterious or shit. i really have no idea what is that! haha. if you do not believe me and is convinced that im trying to be ambiguous, you're a fool.
im having some complications in my ee and that is stressing the shit out of me now. time to hear some music. i think tonight, i will just lay in my bed and stare blankly at my ceiling. you can say its a way i deal with my problems. haha. peng's therapy, wanna try?
i thought of looking at the sky for stars but then its so cloudy that it blocks out the few stars in singapore's sky.
well, i really miss those pointless days where i just sit and stare at the sky and let my mind wonder among the clouds. haha. sounds really karma-ish but thats true. deep in me, im actually some calm and settled person who can control emotions so well that i could be void of emotions. im rambling on so much that i forgot what i typed in the first sentence of this paragraph.
you do not know how furiously im typing now. MY KEYBOARD IS ON FIRE BABYYYYYY! burning hot. my fingers are rapidly typing like a mad cow. no joke people, im actually a human typewriter. wooo hooo.
fuck, i think boredom is getting to me. arrgh.
oh wait, i have yet to bathe. need to scrub scrub scrub and the stars's song im hearing to is growing so faint that my typing sound is even louder that the song. so feel my warth people. i'm the typing devil.
i need something to kill time. i wanted to borrow more dvds today but i was rushing home for dinner so i had no time ): ): ): ultimate sad now. arrgh.
oh my. i typed arrgh twice already! and counting in the one i just typed, thats thrice!!!!!!! this tells me something grave. its that i really need to find something to do.
PEOPLE SUCKING COCK EVERYWHERE I SEE. just for laughs.
