second post of the day and here, you might think that boredom is the cause but it isn't. neither is it that the boredom problem is solved. okay, you can say its temporaily being dealt with annoyance.
okay, the following will make me sound like a spoilt brat or just a fucker to be crude.
i have a project on mushrooms or EE for the ib people and my dad and his associates are helping me out on that. okay, so i have been promised on the delivery of the substrates for the mushroom growth 2 weeks ago and its not delivered yet.
in addition to the late coming, my project needs to be compromised and i dont even know what needs to change.
all my plans, revised for a count of 6 times and finally met the approval of my teachers ( note the s after teacher. i needed to go through 2 to get a damm place into the project slot. ), now needs to be revise one more time.
fuck this bullshit.
and my dad keeps boasting about how impressive his helper is and is one who has a masters in bio tech. on top of it, he keeps telling me that the helper is very willing to learn from him. he also kept going on the line that i should meet the helper but he kept pushing me down when i told him i dont mind meeting the helper straight away or even to the extent of giving a call.
yeah, nice gloating eh? so i decided to fire a really basic question about mushroom growth which i laboriously researched on because i needed to know the basics before moving on.
all i got from the question from my dad was an elementary answer which was totally opposite from the answer.
that left me really disappointed. seriously, i have no idea what is my project about now or i dont even know whether its my project or a business proposition for my dad. i guess he dosent see the urgency of the matter im facing.
to him, it may be a pea matter but to me, it isn't at all. in fact, its an integral part of my school life which so happens to be my only life now.