darn, i missed 11.11 am and thats mean one wish gone! oh no!
okayz, tell you guys what. i'm in a very bummy mood now. my tummy feels really funny from the lack of sleep and oily food. i have quite a lot of work to do and my fingers and toes are freezing for no apparent reason.
i think its a sign of death. oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
soak up the sun - sheryl crow is really making me lose myself in my little bum world.
i'm still seeking for a worries-less day. its something that is so difficult to find that i think i will only find it on my death bed ): yeah, no cool. only when im dying and i will be like, "oh! no worries now!" and then i will probably meet whoever is waiting to receive me.
and this got me thinking and i came to a conclusion. one of my greatest fear is solitude. like it is fun being alone and just stone your day away but as time goes by, you will realise that your fuel is slowly burning out and you need to find company. okay, this is what i think, you might think otherwise.
yeah and when lonliness comes knocking on your door, you really need to stop pretending you are sustainable and admit you are merely just a drift wood in the vast ocean.
i know somewhere down this ib trip this year, i will bump into these situations and will have to choose what to do.
