im fucking dying of exhaustion and fatigue. my left eye is twitching like a vibrator and cant stop yawning. damm tired.
i just want my cny break asap. i never wanted cny so badly since i lost the thrill of it in primary 6. i just want it as 5 solid days of sleep. ):
oh, i thought about the thoughts i thought about in this few thoughtful days. those thoughts really taught me something. which is, when you are induced into the IB programme, dont think. just go on and do it.
but then i thought about it again. hahahahaahhahaha. sorry about all the thoughts. hahahahaha. damm lame. trying to confuse you there. hope you were confused with the stuff up there!
anyways, what if i dont want to do something about it? here will be the consequences.
1) i will feel like shit 2) i know i can do it but then i lose which makes me feel more like shit 3) losing at that context really makes me feel worse than shit 4) i will know it is wrong but i do not have the liberty to do anything 5) suicide if i lose.
im going crazy. someone please fix my dopamine or dophamine. however you spell it.
a battle here and there lost will not hinder my war victory!
