hokay, i dont really hate tennis. it is the tennis system in the school that i dislike. stressful as fuck. first time i ever encountered something stressful in sports. this is spastic and a waste of my time.
my hand blisters hurt even more after my plaster came off while playing tennis earlier on but i dont mind the pain! haha. the trade-off of a wonderful tennis session to pain for blisters is way higher.
i will not be owned by both players and teacher. haha. yay for me!
and the adrenaline from sneaking out last night really took all my stress away. i know this may sound a little mental but i was feeling all stressed out and sneaking out really helped!
its the risk of getting caught and feeling guilty when i promised i wont sneak out again that gave this adventure or thrill that surpasses my stress level and replaces it. haha. yayyyy.
