upset, really upset. blearh. the more i think about it, the more annoyed i become.
its always like this but this time, im actually feeling the pinch of it. time and again, it happens. it repeats itself, it always.
its never nice to be at the recieving end. something that i have never experienced before. now, a sense of guilt for the past mistakes i may have done. sincere apology to those i hurt. karma, you may take it to be.
if thats so, i will just accept it willingly? but im not. instead, it has incurred much wrath in me. arrgh. guess being rash will ease my frustration? well, it looks like it now. i may regret being rash in the future but now, the only thing i regret is that its not the time yet.
i want immediate release of whatever pent-up rage in me. i want it all out. i have given up the game of a hypocrite. i will no longer play that game. awkardness in the future is bound to come, but i will no let this be yet another protection from my soft nature.
