okay, just took my shower and am reading the post i just posted and its so superficial and wtf. so my apologies. haha. well, its 1am in the morning and im really really very tired. like i said earlier on, i think it was the whole load of wedding stuff. it really wore me out. im comparable to a worn out F1 tyre now. heh.
so the soon heng birthday is today. starts when the clock reached 12am. wait, so is the sex god, james and the buff lord, ngai kay. haha. wish you guys a happy birthday. enjoy it while you can, you only have it once a year.
alrights then, i have no idea what else to type since my mind is already zoning out. my eyes feel that they are as sore as a mother. my throat is sore from the damm haze. fuck the farmers who are buring the trees. i curse you with sterility. hahaha. no sperms, assholes. alright, done with the cursing. you cannot over-curse people or else it will come right back to you from the backdoor. ouch... but yeah, i really believe in karma. it exists, just so you know that when you commit really bad shit, dont think its over. its not over till karma says its over.
i quite like my life now i must say. really savouring every bit of it. and please drop the i'm-reverting-to-my-depressing-sec4 days shit. because i'm not. hahaha. i think that was just a turning phase and now, i can say, i'm perfectly spanking alright ;) in fact, this is like when i first stepped into sec 3. haha.
okay, sorry for those who did not know me then but let me give you a brief summary of whats peng like then. 1) innocent little boy. awwwwwwwwwww, so adorable. shhh. ego-rising again! 2) the world is meaningless to me
okay, thats about it. think its little? think again. the second factor is a major factor to why im surfing up my life now, bitches. when the world means nothing to you. YOU do not give a shit about anyone, including people who give a shit about you. kindness do not be repaid by kindness, it just get accepted and a thank-you. haha. sounds bad? but when you really try it, its not that bad as you think. instead, you will be better person with less troubles and since troubles aren't a one man thing, you reduce the troubles in others. wow, im brillant. going to write a book about leaving your life with no regrets and makign the world a better place at the same time. i'm going to be a millionaire. :)
my lotus/porsche/lambor/ferrari/aston/audi r8/ too many, HERE I COMEEEEEEEE. come to me, my babies!
wow, thats a lot of shit for a half-dead person. my dream girl beckons me in dreamland so i think i got to gooooooooo. well, for the guys, remember this motto that i'm living by it at the moment, it does not make much sense but when you get the results, you will kiss my toe.
