i have no idea why im feel all drained and shit when i enter my house. blearh. hate this. oh, to top it up, i get really moody while blogging. no reasons to support that but yeah, i really do feel down while typing this.
and everyone keeps asking me whats my plan after ib. mmmm, STOP ASKING ME THAT! i do not have plans! if you want to share with me your plans, please do, but just try not to remind me of my 6 months of pre-army days.
im usually all geared up! do this, do that. now, the "live by the day" attitude plagues me on a daily basis which i think is really retarded. oh yes, i forgot about taiwan. thats something in my "plans", more or less. im not really very excited to go for it now. maybe its just my mood, im sure it will go away. just hope it fades away faster.
i just hate everything im going through now. wow, lots of angst. where's my jordan chelvan? i think we have something major in common.
