its 7 in the morning and what can i do to stop this? what a way to start my morning, seriously, i have no idea why i even decided to peek at it. blearh. stupid me.
sweet, bitter bitter bitter bitter, thats what it is. okay, why am i even doing this to myself? sorry for being so ambiguous but i dont really like this out so loud and you might be thinking then why am i even blogging. im blogging because i feel that this might make me feel better but without the general public knowing the background of it.
this is pathetic.
heh. things do get out of hand. and you;re not as strong as you think you are, peng. delusion is your favourite escapism. nostalgia reeks of god-forsaken terminally-ill patients. never be nostalgic, thats a point to note. hah. a year ago, i was ever nostalgic. what an irony. my friend back in the those days said this just before we parted, "you really do love irony". i supposed he prophesied right on the target.
