my right eye lid keeps on twitching even though i had ample rest. left school early today, after the first paper review for home and went i reached home, i just went into just a deep sleep without even taking off my tie, socks and watch.
slept for 3 hours and my eye lid is still fucking twitching. bad luck? i have no idea but its very annoying. i just hate it. its disturbing whatever im doing now and wtf, its just really uncomfortable. its feels like a broke radio right behing your ears, that can be a melody to some but a noise to me. it just goes on and on, never stopping till you feel like yanking out the speaker from the radio and tearing it to pieces. just stop the noise.
silence.
i feel like cutting my right eyelid now.
and gym was terrible. i dont know what struck me half way but i was just really exhausted from everything despite my 3hours nap. whats wrong with me? i have no idea. i dont even know what im doing now. well, studying is one case but i dont even know what im studying and whether my mind is really retaining whatever i have studied.
sadly to say, today is not my day.
looking on the brighter side, i have no brighter side at the moment. well, if you count my daily night run something to look forward too then, there you go, thats my brighter side. oh wait. dinner too. dinner might be something i can look forward too. but yeah, thats provided that my fucking maid whips up a better meal tonight.
im not really making much sense now. just a mess of word vomit. i dont really bother whether my post makes any sense or not. more often or not, i dont, so suck that. and the Godfather said, dont tell anyone what you're thinking.
my view from my window is getting uglier as the years go by. whats all these construction nonsense going about. i see really tall buildings erected up to the extent that it covers half my horizon. wtf. and tress being cut down. where's my greenery. im really losing it.
all i hope is this month to go by faster than usual. i think i have lost my nostalgic self. no longer being retrospective. just move along and bromance ftw.
