im really tired. like literally. late night mugging again, oh i cant wait for this to end.
disappointment throughout, empty days, this tastes bitter. bitter to the core. painting fairytales in one's mind and reality sets in hard. we do what we can to escape terrestial boundaries but we are bounded. eventually, we head back. intricacies, we meddle too much into it and it goes a round and stabs your back, deep. everything returns to normal, well, thats what you think. its never over till you really know it is. putting up fronts is what we do best or we just disappear soon enough. sneering at joy, you are void of feelings. we have evolved into a new breed. you begin wondering, infinite thoughts. others are there for us, but i lost my strength to confide. they say this is temporary.
