had a great dinner with the guys tonight. and happy 19th birthday dre! haha. hope you have a blast throughout the year.
and yeah, my chest hurt pretty bad now. really painful. the same old pain is back. its really really really really very painful and it kills. it really kills. oh some updates on my life? mm, gonna train abel tennis tmr to compete on tues night. haha. what a joke. i swear we will be slaughtered on the court but the competition is for charity so all wells.
oh and yeah, pretty good, josh giving me his student for tuition after he's done tutoring. good good. a promising new beginning since i got fired from my mum's firm. haha.
and im not as flickered minded anymore i think? im going to stick by my decision this time. no more going back even if obstacles stand my way. if there are obstacles, hell yeah im going to bulldoze them till im beaten flat. im not backing down, not this time. onwards! keeping this as low as possible, in hope that it might be successful. as you can see, being very annoyingly ambiguous here.
haha, im sorry. im doing this by myself now, well more or less. so if it fails, i can only blame myself. time is running short though. hais. its hard, its hard but i will try. i said i wont back down and i think i should really keep up to my words. sounds like some inspirational stuff eh? not exactly.
i will keep my spirits up till the absolute shit comes.
