i have broke everything from the previous post thanks to abel, tiong and aaron. i made a promise to myself and i broke it. with that, it spirals me to another issue which i have too made a pledge on it and yet again, i broke it.
its not that easy to forgo what happened these time. my god, im going into the same shit i dread to get into again. time and again, this must haunt me. i know i didnt want it to leave me the last time but from now onwards, i really want to make a point to get over this. its futile to go any further as i was at the opposite end of this situation before. its not cool, its defintely not.
