its been really long since i blogged. i know i always start off the same for every post but its true, i only blog when i feel like it and these days, the 'feeling' comes once in a blue moon like today.
yeah, quite fucked up now. got owned by my mum because she got pressured by my dad to own me. i know you dont understand how this works but to me, it makes perfect sense. somehow or another, im the trouble kid in the family now. quite annoying at how i ended up to this state. i really need to find myself a scapegoat or something.
this owning does not end here. im quite sure the main course will be tomorrow. dread dread dread. hate the feeling of being owned by my parents. who doesnt?
well, i really hope its the fierce kind of owning. i will gladly trade it over with the emotional blackmail nonsense. kk, my life is no longer shit anymore. i have no idea what it has turned to.
urrgh.
i was thinking this... i may be rash but whatever. if my parents plan to keep me home all the time, i will do it. like seriously, i will just trade it off with everything to stay home. this applies to my bloody national service. imagine going AWOL from the army because of this incident. that will be rather epic. 10k fine or 8 months in prison or both i think? okay, im getting rash.
i have no idea. fuck man. i hate 2010. just as much as 2009. fucking waste of my emotional capacity in my brain. oh, not to mention my fucking time.
life is fucking hard to deal with. dont you know that?
