i had a bad dream last night. dont feel like talking about it but just so you guys know, it was something that i dread happening in reality. however, its inevitable, its going to happen sooner or later. its a face it or break it issue for me.
some self-consolation? let's just live the life now. had a really lethargic and lazy tennis session with james earlier this morning and it really drained the living soul out of me. i feel possessed now. possessed by a fat lazy spirit. im so lazy now that the thought of showering seems like a difficult task. haha. that's how gross i become after exercise in the morning.
escape me by tiesto just became my no.1 song AGAIN. and on a really random note, shutter island became my no.1 movie as of now.
insanity plagues me. i had a discussion/talk with my bolster last night. queer queer queer, remove my fear, less i turned into beer.
!@#$%^&*345v5cwrhuchweurhhrw gibberish, how my life is turning into, a pack of nonsense.
