songs in my itunes bring me back to memory lane. happier days with no worries. its 2011 chinese new year. however, everything remains status quo. they say time repairs/solves/resolves whatever underlying issues you have but i can faithfully and honestly tell you, it doesnt. whose bubble did i burst this time?
well, a further insight, no, actually, i will give you what i want to say instead of beating around the bush. im afraid of growing up. you might say, "just grow up, what's there to be afraid of" and this is when i tell you to look at the fine print and between the lines.
its not that easy. monetary issues will be the grave problem, followed by management of time and emotions. i can confidently tell you that life stops at 30. after that, you are living a life of a log, awaiting the arrival of your coffin which you will call home for a few days before being reduced to a pile of ash to be stored in an urn or feed for sea creatures.
gross much.
wow. yet another word vomit that reeks of depression. whats wrong with me. its chu 4, fourth day of the lunar new year and im feeling the pinch again. camp tomorrow isnt any much help either plus duty on wednesday. omg.
in addition, i have no idea who just implanted this notion of paranoial into me but i can tell you, you have succeeded greatly. im getting so suspicious and wary of almost everything around me. it is really scary. scary 'to the bone'. hahahahahahaha. kk, just thought of a family joke for 'to the bone' when i typed it out.
that cheers. woots.
okay, on the brighter side, i feel a surge in affinity with the guys. a great bunch of boys/men. you guys have commanded infinite of respect from me. cheesy it may sound, im glad that i have met you guys.
to wrap up the whole ( and i have never done this before as this amounts to a great deal of PDA and i'm a shy boy haha)
to my best girlfriend, rachel khoo, i'm thankful for you, i really am! and since you will probably be the only one reading this, i love you. arrow three insert.
