Wednesday, February 09, 2011

should one have a plan?

if one should and the plan goes well. the success will be that of great rejoice. however, if the plan goes wrong, the failure will be double-folded. its a double-edged sword.

if one does not have a plan, a success will be attributed to the intelligence of the user as a goal can be achieved despite chaos. if its a failure, there will minimal or absolutely no attachment to the user, allowing the user to repeat without much frustration.

systematic vs chaotic

chaos wins this round. never have a plan. if something messes up along the way and your backup cannot support you, you fumble and fail. key point to note.

its 11:11. i wished i believed in this.

events never stop to disappoint me. one after another. they really love to stack. once again, i feel that i can hardly breathe. one goes, another comes. hmmm, actually, NO. they just keep coming.
im taking a two days self declared medical leave. i really need a break. im not eating well these days. in actual fact, i havent been myself lately but what the heck, im never at 100%. my body tries to purge whatever out of my system this morning but there's nothing to regurgitate because nothing actually did enter.


and its so digusting how i kept gagging the whole morning. literally and figuratively, i feel like im choked. anymore and there will be a pneumothroax relapse.

what a bleak day.

okay, im supposed to help my friend check out the suite at fullerton bay hotel. hmm. i will do it soon. well, honestly, i cbf to do it.

kk, i think i will just upload random photos from the pictures folder in my comp. old photos.



how you pronounce this. wait. how do you CHIsel and BIcycle. now say chibi.



suck it up 11:00 PM


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