pissing the shit out of me now. everyone and everything. if you give me a knife now, i may just stab it into my table. see, violent but not that violent. i dont kill.
maybe it is because im just really tired. yes, it must be that.
its friday tomorrow though. so whoopie? but i have to be at changi SAF chalets at 8am for the stupidest reason ever. some army retreat. dumbest idea i have ever heard. why would anyone create this retreat at such a place? at fricking changi?! coastal shit area how about it.
uh oh. government may just hunt me now.
i need a longer break from army. a two days mc is too short a time. i need more more more. i need another pneumothroax. left or right. apical or non apical. i dont care. my eyes are chlorine damaged for the day. they are closing on me but i will not allow them to.
im just typing for the sake of timing and OH which reminds me. i had the weirdest weirdest weirdest dreams last night. 3 of them to be exact.
Dream #1: i was with this guy (Shall not be named here but here's a hint if you know me well, the guy is one who got together with my ex right after our break) at zirca 2nd floor. i have no idea why he's there with my friends but anyway, we were drinking and shit and he was finding every way to sabotage me. eg.putting shit in my drinks, stealing my phone and stuff. and i got pissed at him! confronted and we ended up being friends. weird as hell.
Dream#2: im was at zouk now. weird eh? from zirca to zouk. so i was with my friends drinking again and like this random hot girl (chindian, and I CAN TELL YOU HOW SHE LOOKS LIKE BUT I HAVE NEVER MET HER BEFORE) approached me and we chatted. then i had to leave to go to aaron's to stayover but like she kept bugging me no end like, dont go... lets go somewhere else and chat and stuff. then rico was like, eh we got to go off, and i didnt want to leave rico behind so i apologized and left with rico. WEIRD.
the third one is the weirdest and the most warped shit ever.
Dream#3: kk, now im at home, in my living room, drinking yet again with the guys and like a number of random girls i have never seen in my life. so i opened the cupboard next to the televison in the living room to get some cds and like i felt a pair of hands touching me in a very sensual manner (Freaky eh?). i turned and it was this girl (shall not be named as well, but hint, she's a friend of my ex which goes by the initial RY). honestly, i have no idea why she appeared in my dream but yeah, i was shocked and i started scolding her like literally blasting everything i got in her face. eg. what the fuck are you doing? you fat fuck and all the degrading remarks regarding her weight and size. urrgh gross.
disgusting dreams. must be the alcohol.
but yeah, i rejected 2 girls in my dreams lololololololol. but it was really revolting to dream such weird dreams.
