everything and everyone is changing really fast. some for the better, most for the worse. well, perhaps a change is not the correct term for the latter. i would say, revelations? throughout a span of 2 years littered with events, their false fronts degenerated and out with the devil!
son of satan. haha.
its great and in fact rather heartening to listen to stories from the shy since its really rare to hear those true words. hence, the word, shy. however, it did stir up a maelstrom of emotions and pastvspresent thoughts. it gets really scary and at times (like this), it scares the living soul out of my pathetic (but rather muscular, well-sculptured, stunning... hee hee, ego booster for myself) mortal shell.
at times, i do wish many events that occured, didnt occur at all but at the same time, i do wish that they occured in a more subtle manner and before the aftermath of real events that occured. woah, similan island really. i lost myself there. i feel like a king lear running in the rain now, mad man. but honestly, that was confusing.
lost myself in my own words and i lost track of time. its already 2.30 in the morning. i should be getting some well-awaited rest. my body is seriously lacking of it. okay, i shoud rest now.
wait, on another note.
jonathan lok. fuck you and your fucking your attitude. your senority in time wise in a camp does not make you any different from another national service man. you're a fucktard who takes your work too seriously and a jackass who thinks a clerk is an honourable job. so suck it up and fuck yourself in your anus if your pin size penis can reach that satan hole of yours.
haha. i had to let off some steam. that fucker made me angry today. bitch of a son.
