previous posts were really depressing. i shall not talk about them any longer. looking at her photos or hearing her name stir up a weird feeling in me. it is unhealthy. i need to erase her from my life. oh wells.
my throat is so bad now. i am so bored. someone please entertain me. i think i am feeling rather shitty now because the alcohol has finally left me. last night was just me having too much to drink. i suspect i am suffering from appendicitis. urrgh. why must this happen to me right now. damm it. i dont want to go for a friggin surgery. so frustrated with every single thing now. sisters all not in singapore.
need someone to talk to.
