Back from another day of work at Thomson Medical. well, it is not work per se. haha. more like an introduction of the different departments in TMC. It is actually quite interesting which is good because that means I will like medicine or I think i will. haha.
cant wait to leave.
well, let me elaborate on last night hanging post. hmmm. I was having another chat with Ben and i told him i have been really angsty recently. eg, i shouted at abel in HK. which was highly unlikely for me to do so. Ben was shocked that I blew my top off too. I have no idea what is going on haha. honestly, I am not an angry person, but in recent days, my actions speak otherwise. :( i hope it is a passing phase. it better be! hate this anger thing. oh and there's another thing. haha. i feel really irritated to interact with anyone less my family and friends. like, i get so impatient with people especially if i sense a slight degree of patronisation. haha. this is a grave issue. Ben regarded is as a subsidiary of depression which i refused to believe. hell with depression. i am not suffering from that. but, it is known that a refusal to admittance of an illness is an illness in fact or a case of pure stubbornness. DAFAUQ, DID I JUST TYPE?!
Insanity is an idea from one of great ignorance.
thinking about it, i used to be really hot tempered till i met rico in primary 1. hahaha. he told me this then, "why be angry? just relax and cool down". there is more to that, but i cannot remember what were the exact words. it is along the line of an eye for an eye makes the whole world go blind thingy. haha.
okay, what else do i want to say? hmmm. okay, quite excited for tomorrow's programme! Going to the IVF department of TMC which is situated at square 2. cant wait to see how it is done. lives are indeed in the making there. I might sound like a freak, but births and a start of a new life/beginning makes me happy. like i love weddings, newborns and anything that has a blissful start. who doesn't anyway right?
okay, if you do read properly. i am very incoherent in my words. my phrasing is terrible. let me give you an insight to this. often, i will go back and type out more in each paragraph which results in tonnes of thoughts messily mixed up.
i think i am done here. more will come, fret not.
