the dreams have stopped. i barely remember the smell of your perfume now, yet it seems like it was yesterday that i bid farewell. well, but it is bye bye. it is funny how distant and awkward things are despite the rich history we have established. lol. why so emo...
feasting on blueberries and grapes. feeling so good with all the anti-oxidants in my body. haha. im fighting cancer now. been off the stick for 2 weeks alr. lets see how long this goes! oh CCSS SPORTS DAY IS TMR. hahaha. zhonghua zhonghua all the way. rolfcopter.
at times, self-amusement really kills a lot of time.
oh and i was doing this personality test called Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) which is apparently a really accurate test of your personality. most companies and firms use this test for their employees! and so i did it and my MBTI is EFSJ which in other words is the "caregiver" hahaha. well, the more detailed description about ESFJ is scarily very similar to who i am. especially when it was saying my weakness and strengths. very true and creepy. haha. i will paste them here.
ESFJ Strengths
Put forth a lot of effort to fulfill their duties and obligations
Warm, friendly and affirming by nature
Service-oriented, they want to please others
Take their commitments very seriously, and seek lifelong relationships
Responsible and practical, they can be counted to take care of day-to-day necessities
Generally upbeat and popular, people are drawn towards them
Generally very good money managers
Traditionally minded and family-oriented, they will make family celebrations and traditions
special events
ESFJ Weaknesses
Generally uncomfortable with change, and moving into new territories
Extreme dislike of conflict and criticism
Need a lot of positive affirmation to feel good about themselves
May be overly status-conscious, and interested in how others see them
Have very difficult time accepting the end of a relationship, and are likely to take the blame for the
failure onto their own shoulders
Have difficulty accepting negative things about people close to them
Don't pay enough attention to their own needs, and may be self-sacrificing
May tend to use guilt manipulation as a way to get what they want
okay, generally, those words above describe me. lol. i sent it to some of the guys and abel and ben had the same code. i forgot what is their code but the general description is, "the inspirer." haha. alright then. my back is aching so badly from my gym earlier. need to rest!
