the water game-war was great. haha. went as planned! the kids had their fun and of course, their prize. had dinner with josh, maple, abel and ben and i managed to convince abel and maple to join me for carehut. hahahaha. so much for josh continual address of the volunteer work as nonsense. hee hee. lets see what auntie soo mee will say tmr. i hope she allows them to join!
anyway, currently reading this book called the ALPHA: questions of life. melissa thought it would be a good read for alvin and i. quite interesting, i must say. the first few pages really do resonate the questions i have as a non-believer or a soon-to-be-believer. i dont know. i think i will start the journey with God in glasgow since i will be there for the next five years. great.
i realised that i have started describing on what i do on a daily basis, but i hardly talk about how i feel. maybe that is because i have been really peaceful internally after that random spate of anger week(s). haha. well, i feel like siddartha when he was with the samsaras. void of all feelings will be the nearest of answers. okay, maybe not a samsara because that means i scorn at everything and drop all physical attachment to anyone or anything. that is scary.
but generally, my days have been real good. i honestly think that this volunteer work is making me feel good. now, i do agree with chenming's theory of true happiness. hahaha. i feel what you have felt, bro. i feel you. i am in your shoes. we are in the same boat. okay, i think you get the idea.
oh yeah, i got a new haircut again! haha. well, not new but like it looks much better than before hongkong. and christian is back!!! but for today only. haha. met him earlier in town today before i went off to cut my hair.
okay, time to eat my dinner. hunger hunger go away faster!
